Letting go of things …..

It’s time to let go of everything I have ….

When Christmas Night was over, it didn’t feel as if a burden has been lifted,instead it felt more like apart of me had just .. died off perhaps. All the late nights trying to figure out ideas and solutions for Christmas Night’s play are over. No more worrying bout that. No more thinking of dates and the timing to accomodate as many casts as possible, no more crazy stunts pulled by casts. Life becomes, ‘normal’ again. I did admit that I was feeling sad and pretty depressed at first.

However, as time moves on, so do I. I do not deny that from time to time, I do get nostalgic with all those moments where Aaron and I spent with the cast, or writing the script. But it’s as good as that gets. Life has much more to offer than to just be stagnant with the past. God’s more plans for me to continue His will.

So with that, I am letting go of things, especially my past. Things that I’ve been struggling to hold on, struggling to forget, I’m officially letting it go. Surrendering all that I have again and again to my Redeemer, that I remind myself that living by my own strength can get me to great heights, but living by God’s strength will get me to where I’ll never want to leave.

Actually, I’m posting because PY asked me to post something. So, I should emo abit ….

And life doesn’t get any less busy at any point =.